Samaya Lai Farkera Herda

Wasn't a long time back, I knew what I wanted with time, when I needed the time, and where I had the time. Thought I had it in control and felt I could bend it as I wished and when I wished. Aajhai ni yaad cha malai - still remember THAT it was me trying to convince them to be consistent and positive on what you think and do right for what you aim.

Now I find myself not in position ... to let others tell the same. Is it cause I am lost? or just not able to put myself in the trial? or ...